vrijdag 15 juni 2007

Pinkeltje versus Frank

Well I lost the bet! But that wasn't even the worst part. I had kissed Jordy! How could I explain this to Yorick? Did I even have to explain it to him? Or to some one? I decided to tell Menno about the kiss, I also told him about the bet. Lost twice now...
At night I had went out with Isabelle. Cedric was throwing a party at our place with a couple of friends. Menno would go there too. Isabelle and I went to the bar early, what did it matter!
Isabelle didn't know about the kiss, so she thought I still hadn't lost the bet. So when my first guy, Thijs, arrived she was giving me a big smile. Of course Jasper a.k.a. "Pinkeltje" was there too.
At a certain moment Jonathan entered the bar. When he saw me he gave me this terrible look. I told Isabelle Frank would show up too. And I was right fifteen minutes later Frank arrived. I had to be strong! But still... I'm hopelessly in love with that guy... I really love him and I think Isabelle noticed it. Frank walked in and he was smiling so sweet at me! But I was strong and so I refused to hang his coat. Plus then I had to walk Frank's coat up to Jasper, don't think so!
Jasper wasn't being very nice to me that night. I wanted to know why, but all he could say was:"Fuck you".
Isabelle thought we should go downstairs. I was a little bit scared, cause I but be confronted with Frank. But once we were downstairs we avoided each other perfectly. More and more friends came and it was one big party. Still... I couldn't get my eyes of Frank. He was busy with one girl, so I was kind of jealous.
Dennis came up to me. He had been to Cedric's party and told me things were going wrong there. I wasn't really bothered by it. I also convinced Isabelle to spend our vacation with Martijn and Dennis. So we would go to Crete with the four of us. I was really curious about how that would turn out. Bel and I danced for a while and then went back upstairs. I was dancing with Dennis and Louis screamed it through the mic. Jasper, who was also upstairs, watched me, but he just couldn't be nice to me. When I noticed he was acting a blow-job I went up to him and asked him what was wrong. "You're gonna give Dennis a blowjob aren't ya?" he said. I got angry and pushed him, he pushed back. Before I knew it, John was standing behind me. He wanted me to go downstairs and take it easy. It would be better for me not to go upstairs anymore, besides John was keeping an eye on me now.
Downstairs I said goodbye to Died. We were standing in the hallway. I saw Frank was getting cigarettes. When Died left, Frank stopped me and said:"Feel the machine! It's giving shocks." I felt the machine, but I couldn't feel a thing. "Gimme your hand," I said. No it weren't his hands either, but to hold his hand already brought up so much emotion and lust, that I had to let go quickly. Frank had done it again: made me melt for him. His eyes... so pretty...
I let go of his hand and said:"No nothing's wrong!" And so I went back inside. I had to sigh, Isabelle saw I was having a hard time. She even gave me permission to kiss Frank. But no! I wanted to be strong for one night and I wanted to be proud of myself! Not much later Jasper left the bar. I was glad he left, but still I was wondering why he ignored me. It was bothering me.
Thijs also left, he was so cute! All the sudden Frank grabbed my arm. "Aren't we going to dance?' He asked. I had had to think about it: it's just a dance... So I cooperated. We were dancing for just one minute and Jonathan already gave me a disgusted look. I let go of Frank and said: "You really can't do anything with him around, huh." I walked on, to see how Isabelle and Rianne were doing. Rianne was crying cause Wouter had cheated on her.
It was time to go home and to watch what C had done. I got my coat and left with Isabelle. In the hallway I ran into Frank. "Are you leaving already?""Yeah, see ya next time?" I gave him three kisses on the cheeks and left. I sighed... Frank was my dream! And I still loved him...
I was cycling home, when I arrived home I had to avoid the puke. This wasn't very good...
I opened up the door and entered. I saw my mom sitting on the dinertable with Menno and Ben. Mom told me to check the bathroom: it was all covered with broken glass and puke. I was a little bit stunned. So I asked Menno what had happened:
They had filled theirselves with vodka. C and Gijs passed out. C was throwing up in my bed and Gijs had gone home by ambulance. Everything ended well, because at least Menno had a bit of responsability. C couldn't remember a thing.
That night I was sleeping in my brother's bed. I was proud of myself for not being Frankies slave. Still... besides the fact I love Frank so much...I was bothered by the fact that Jasper was so unkind to me. I wanted to know why. Would John be behind this? Maybe I should find out about it...

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